| how goes it |
[Jan. 18th, 2007|11:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Krystals room | ] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | ditzy | ] |
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| | Twista | ] | So yeah i know i dont update regularly but hey what can i say i am a busy girl! I'm trying to work as much as possible so I can get a new car because mine is slowly deteriorating. It used to be a hott little thing but not so much any more! Bt yeah so how is life treating you guys? and mike I know that when this pops up you will read it, so wheres amy hows she doin? I havent gotten any letters? WTF brotha? I thought thats why you needed my address?! Any ways any of you beeotches have anything exciting to tell me let me know I will try to kit wit you but its hard these days! And if you are an important person (and you know which ones you are) you can always call me! and if you dont have my number let me know and I will give it to you! But thats all for now bye guys! try to keep alive! Peace!!! |
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| I cant think of anything creative to say |
[Nov. 18th, 2006|11:37 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my sisters room | ] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | paranoid | ] |
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| | T.I. | ] | whats up guys, its been alooooong time, i just wanted to see how many peopleare still on here, and looks like only linden, holly and mike to what is see. how is life going for you guys i hope its treating you well. i cant relly think of anything to say but this is the first time in almost a year that i've had internet, so i fgured i would give it a shot. i guess i will talk to you all later peace bitches!! |
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| You guys.... |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|01:02 pm] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | crazy | ] |
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| | buckcherry - crazy bitch | ] | are not what I expected! I was expecting death threats and "Your so stupid!" comments, but I'm happy that You said what you did. Even though Alayne hates me. ;) Oh yeah by the way Alayne, its funny that you mention corey because he was here like 20 minuts before I logged on! But that boy is untouchable because he is now engaged to a stripper named cathryn and shes pregnant with his baby! So.... you should take him right out of your fantasy! Oh yeah and alayne there is a new guy thatworks in flooring with me at the home depot you know and hate him KEVIN BEDIENT! he is such a loser. So im at my moms house doing my laundry because I dont have quarters to use the laundry room, and I am so bored i dont really talk to anyone anymore except Bryan since he moved back, and megan and heather every now and then. But today i am going out to get another tattoo, im so excited. Well I have nothing else left to say except if your ever at the broadway and pantano home depot look for me in the flooring area im sure i will be able to say hi for awhile. |
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| Whoa! |
[Mar. 3rd, 2006|08:56 pm] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | complacent | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | She wants revenge | ] | So how has everyone been doing? Its been awhile. Things that people might not know about me now: 1) I work at home depot 2) I've lost 25 pounds since graduation 3) I dont live at home anymore (yay for me my roommate is 21!) 4) (this is where some of you are going to freak out on me) Julian and I are dating 5) I have a new puppy, his name is bubbas ( hes a pit bull) 6) my adopted sister laticia left my parents house and is now living with her meth head mom in Mammoth, AZ 7) (for those of you who know who rio is) Rio died! And I dont know what else to say... Life has been interesting (what I can remember of it anymore)My room mate is Kick ass her name is Krystal, she works at Home Depot with me and she also works at chuys on the weekend. You guys (those of you who like ne)would think that shes cool she is exactly like me but 2 years older! Her boyfriend is also in the army, and is stationed just miles away from Julian. But when both of them were home from christmas all they talked about was army this and army that, but its good that they get along because all 4 of us will soon be living together in me and Krystals town house. But yeah I know thats omeone has to have somthing to say so let it rip..... If there is anything interesting I will write back! Later peoples! |
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| Tripppin' on CCC |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|01:35 pm] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | spun | ] |
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| | Static-x ~ Kill your idols | ] | I went out to CCC all that I could CCC and all that I could CCC was a big case of CCC! So my parents went out of town for their 20th anniversary and the whole time theyve been gone I've been fucked up beyond all belief! My sisters too. And to explain the song in the begginning of my post... thats what we have mostly been on is Triple C (ccc) That stuff will kick your ass hard core! Its so awesome. And the other night when everyone in the house was on it we had a hippie moment and spun in a circle in the living room and then layed on the floor with our arms up in the air it was priceless. Megan and heather saw me while I was all fucked up yesterday and they took me out into public! I dont exactly remember how that went but all I know is that they thought it was hilarious! Its been cool not haveing my parents here and having the whole house just to me , my sisters and our friends and just chillin'. But hey I got to go I will update you later. |
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| whoa! |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|09:15 pm] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | confused | ] |
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| | Mindless Self Indulgence | ] | So everything on this thing has changed. But yeah i just figured that I would say somthing. LIFE HAS CHANGED!!! I never thought that things would be this different after highschool... but I was wrong! I am so confused about everything a few of you know what I am talking about. But yeah everything I am going through I feel like I am too young to be going through. This is how I feel about my life. I am so used to being the fat kid in the corner that is friends with my friends boyfriends but now here I am with Adam being at my house everyday when I get off work and when he isnt here he is calling me, then on top of all that I am recieving very EXPENSIVE jewelry in the mail from you all know who and then all the things that are happening with him. Then Adam is so jealous of " You know who" that he wont even talk to me when I say his name. And he tried to break the bracelet that Julain sent me tried to stick my teddybears head in the garbage disposal! I dont know what to do anymore but I just am going through it one day at a time. Just waiting to see what going to happen next. But anyways other then that everything is cool (except my car accidents) I have just been hanging out with the regular people and then Micheal (which most of you know you just dont know it yet. He was in drama) And spending alot of time with my girls Megan and Heather, we have our own little club now. Loserish I know but its fun to us. And I spend time with Amy when I can. I wish I saw more of her but our schedules clash alot. So I will talk to you guys later ... maybe! ;) |
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| So I might be going to court ... |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|01:20 am] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | ??????? | ] |
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| | Genesis~ Mama | ] | Justin (my "brother") got busted for credit card fraud. And now he has informed me that the police are looking for me on charges of aiding and abeting because of the fact that I picked him up from the party in which he stole it from and he filled up MY gastank with it! And since he didnt give them my name they think he is just trying to cover for me and so they are tracing back the credit card to the gas station reveiwing thier tapes and going to get my licence plate number and track me down. Isnt that lovly?! And on top of all of that my parents really want me out of the house they tell me all the time that I need to move out that I dont do anything blah blah blah. I miss Julian so much the only thing I have of him now is a picture, a voice I hear over the phone once or twice a week, and his parents who I talk to alot and they take me out and want me to live with them. We really treat eachother as family now really weird I know but what can I say. But I dont think he misses me that much so it kinda makes me feel stupid. So much drama I dont like it. It seems like life changed so fast I never had time to prepare for any of it! But on the good side of things... I got a tattoo I thinks its really kick ass. And I finnally seduced Adam. And the really cool/unusal thing is is that everytime we ever messed around he would dissappear for months at a time but this time we had sex and he still comes around! But things have changes between us now. Like if another guys looks at me in traffic or somthing he gets pissed off and stares the guy down and he is even more protective over me then usual. But its all good because my family is going out of town for a few days soon and he has volenteered to stay here with me and "protect me" *he he* He told my parents (who know about us) thathe would stay here with me. Yeah when I told my parents all they said was :Its about goddamn time!" So yeah ... until next time. (if I am not in jail) |
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| What Linden has to say: |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|10:23 pm] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | stressed | ] |
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| | Ted Nugent~ Strangle hold | ] | 1]You always used to wear that short pleated red and black plaid skirt and I thought it was really hot. 2]Anything hard rock-ish 3]watermelon 4]*raise eyebrow* *nod* *wink* *grin* 5]...uh... in drama somewhere? 6]a monkey, 'cause if you were in the zoo, you'de be the kind of animal that would be flipping people off 7]why Julian? 8]Go, you are commanded, post!
This is what linden gave to me. I like what you have to say.
I miss everyone. I have had to say goodbye to WAY too many people and its really making me sad. I have to say goodbye to Bryan in a few days. And so now all the people I love/like will be far from me, but people I dont like *cough* Mike and aurei *cough* wont leave! I am so frustrated, stressed and confused right now that I actually syked myself out so bad that I went pale and passed out. Ask my mom about it, it scared the shit out of her! Anyways I have to go, I have to start getiing ready for ..... everything. |
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| Whats thw news |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|09:21 pm] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | nervous | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Marylin Manson~Sweet dreams | ] | SO hey guys hows life? And I would just like to say, I know that its really late!!! But HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!! Youre finally 18! We'll have to go to facinations (if you havnt already gone) You never gave me your cell # so that I could call you. I got a cell phone now so when you call to give me your # I'll give you mine! Love you chink!
I have been in Marana for a week taking classes for work! It sucks, but I got alot of merits for it which is awesome. And I got a raise too. Oh yeah and Gabe asked me out on a date. But ... he stood me up. That didnt really piss me of as much as the fact that he said " Dont go anywhere and dont make any plans cause I'm gonna call you and were going to do somthing" And he never did. So the fact that I sat around all day on my day off doing nothing when I have friends that I havnt seen in ages that I could have been talking too! The dumb dumb ass son of a bitch!
Anyways... I leave in 2 weeks for Missouri. I am scared. Its not so much the plane or the trip anymore, I am scared to see Julian. Excited, but scared. I havent seen him in so long now I am going to fly to the other side of country just to see him for a few hours. I mean, what are we going to talk about? I think its going to be really akward! Just talking to him on the phone for 3 minutes ( thats the amount of time he was allowed to talk which is bullshit) was kinda akward and I didnt really believe it was him. I could just imagine what its going to be like with him standing there in front of me, I dont know what I am going to do or how I am going to react. I dont know I should just quit thinking all together.
I have developed insomnia really bad. I stay awake (on average) 52 hours at a time before I get tired. Then I will only sleep like 6 hours then wake up and not be able to sleep. I dont think thats healthy. I think I might be having a nervous break down! |
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| Yeah bitches. |
[Aug. 1st, 2005|08:19 pm] |
| [ | how I feel |
| | happy/contemplative | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | David Bedingfeld ~ Gotta get through this | ] | Gabe asked me to go to California with him. He said he would pay for it and everything. I am so happy he's cute and he is so nice and sweet. I am happy that I get to go but even happier that I get to go with him and that I dont have to pay for a damn thing!
I have to go have breakfast with Julians parents on wednesday morning and talk about him graduating and how we are getting there! Which is also kinda cool.
Well its time for me to go, we are going to Phils bandroom tonight do peace out beeotches! |
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